let's spend tonight on top of the world.

I used to be the happiest person i knew. 

I was positive nearly all the time, and overly joyous over little things I simply loved to do.

Now I'm slowly climbing out of the enormous hole I've managed to burrow into. 

I'm trying to reach that intense level of satisfaction that I once wallowed in every day of my life.

I've started to develop new things.

New sports. 

New goals.

New acquaintances.

New tastes.

New thoughts.

New morals.

New beliefs.

and most importantly, a new mindset that I intend to live by.

I have always been in love with the color grey. I'm now beginning to live by the grey rule. This meaning things aren't always this or that, black or white, right or wrong.

I like this.