the element of surprise.

"That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have."

Today I watched garden state, for the third time in two days. 

I honestly forgot how much I really love this movie. It's like when you find ten dollars in your pocket. Of course at one point you realized you had the money, but finding it again is just such a little surprise. It makes you so happy.

I guess I like surprises. I once thought I didn't, but now I think i do. I think only people who truly care about you take the time to surprise you in little ways. It's a silly though, however my secret wish is for someone to love me enough to throw me a surprise party. For someone to take the time and effort to create something especially for me, something I'm not expecting, something magnificent... 

Well, that would probably make me the happiest person in the world.