Here's my dilemma. I don't have one.
Maybe I'm too picky. Not like with food, or clothes, or anything like that. Simply with people.
I love people so much, but I think my friend put it perfectly when she said "I've realized as a whole i love people, but individually I hate a lot of them."
The problem is, I guess I was unlucky/lucky enough to be exposed to some really wonderful people. This sounds like a wonderful thing, however it's not, because now that I know those few people exist, I can't help but not like the lesser people.
Maybe that's mean of me, or maybe I just finally have realized who I like, even if there aren't very many of them.
It's hard for me to settle for less than what I want, and I guess this is just one more situation where I may just end up totally alone at some points.
I'd like to think I'll have at least one friend at every point of my life forever, but I really can't be sure.
I guess I've just made the decision to only like the people I really like, and not settle for the people I truly can't stand.
This could either result in me having a fantastic life with those i love, or me being completely alone forever. Notice I didn't say lonely.
I don't know what I feel right now.
These are just a few thoughts on in my head.
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